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Winter weather and frustration....

Saturday, January 25, 2014

This last week has been really tough weather wise, the wind and the snow and the super low temperatures have been pretty much unbearable. I seriously cannot stress this enough on how much i want spring to arrive. Just when you think the weather is going to turn itself around a little bit, we get hit with another super cold blast, and more snow. Its quite sickning if you ask me. I mean i know normally i am a winter person....but in just this last month, i have been craving warmer weather, just so i can get outside and do things like, washing my car by hand, Start my 5K training and other various excersies outside were i have lots of room to move around. I even want to start up a few wood projects to...if i can. I miss sitting outside at night time under the stars on the patio.

I have done my workouts for the week, and today and yesterday i used as a rest day. It was a really tough decison to make today a rest day, but i know im off the next two nights after tonight, so i will be able to workout the next two days. Today was one of those set back days, were i knew my head was not fully in the game. Which can be extremely fustrating. Just to know i have all these goals i want to accomplish, and for some reason i couldnt push myself past my anxiety and frustration to even do what i set out to do. I know i can do so much more then what i am doing now. So the big question is why am i holding myself back? There are days were im a little worn out...and not just because of work either. Maybe its because the days are somewhat shorter....or maybe its because i feel like im going to fall off the wagon at any given time...and thats what i felt like i did today. I knew today was not supposed to be a rest day, but yet i still made it a rest day...and for what, because i was so mad and annoyed at stuff that was happening around me.....or maybe its because its winter time and im sick of being stuck inside.........should i keep my gym membership and return to the gym....or should i go ahead and cancel it.....im really not sure. All i know is i better get my head on straight, or im never going to accomplish my goals by summer. Time is flying and its almost february, and i have so much work to do.....

Some days are just so frustrating....i think i need a pick me up....
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EMMACORY 1/25/2014 9:55PM

    It is about progress not perfection. You are still in the game of life and that is what counts. Hang in there and be nice to yourself! emoticon

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