Thursday, January 23, 2014
I have been so good. I have been exercising, using the treadmill, some weight lifting, eating better, getting healthy. I have lost 34 pounds, several inches, and at least 2 pant sizes. Five times day, I take 2 minutes and run down steps at work and back up (I work on the 4th floor). I do 30 -60 on the treadmill. I have a health coach I talk to 3-4 times a year... mandatory for my husbands insurance. I spoke to her last night and she was SO PROUD of me for everything I have done. My husband and kids are SO PROUD of me. I am proud of me.. and all that came crashing down today.
I found out a friend of my parents came in to see one of the Doctors I work for yesterday. Told the girls at front desk that he has known me since I was three. He couldn't remember my last name...been married for 20 years, and only remembers my maiden name.. Anyway, told them he knew Laura.. you know, the one with the fat ass. Thanks.... just what I wanted to hear. Just as things were turning around for me. Just as I was feeling better about myself. Why continue to try when this is how I am going to be described.