Tuesday, January 21, 2014
. . . in front of the other. I wish I could be more witty and more positive and I wish that I wasn't so overwhelmed. But I did show up for SparkCoach, logged my breakfast, went to Morning Prayer, prepared for the painter today at my house, and got to work and am ordering my day. I have healthy lunch planned and I shopped for healthy food the other day and so I have that at home. I feel like I am in a maze, and I guess as long as I am in this maze, I'll just take a step at a time. I'm so used to taking care of other people -- and not myself. I feel awkward beginning to do this deeply. I will somehow get through this divorce and the move and this year of professional challenge at work.
I am resisting my tendency to isolate -- I think that could be deadly. Thank you for your support, everyone. I feel guilty, frankly. Yuck.