Sunday, January 19, 2014
The last couple of days have really sucked. I have not felt good so I didn't get a workout in. My nutrition was ok Friday but horrible yesterday. Found out some things are changing with my husband's job and that I might have to go back to work. That is my stressor. I don't want to go back to work, not because I'm lazy, but because I would never see my kids. We live in a small town and I would have to travel about an hour to work everyday. And I wouldn't get home until around 6:30 everynight. I would only have time for dinner, baths , homework , and putting them to bed. I've done that for years and it broke my heart. My little two year old would be in daycare for over 10 hours. I can't stand it. I know we could move closer to where I could work but both me and my husband would hate it because we are not city people and the school districts are not what we want for our kids. AHHHHHHHHH. I love being home with my daughter and getting to pick up my other two from school. Hopefully it will all work out and I will still be able to stay home. Sorry for the venting but I am frustrated. My husband's employer has not been living up to the agreements he makes, etc. On a good note, I did not gain weight over the past two days.