Saturday, January 18, 2014
Today is the day. Not Sunday when I failed my first APFT ever. Not when the Army told me I was out of standards at 5'3 and 153 pounds. No today is the day because today is the day that I finally had a breakdown about my body. I know that with my stretch marks and tummy pouch I am no model. But to be told that I was plus sized. This time last year I was a size 7 although I could squeeze into a size five. Today I am a size fourteen and I wear a large-extra large shirt. It still doesn't hide my belly pouch. I know that I am not the same person I was before, but I want to fit back into my clothes.