Friday, January 17, 2014
It is so frustrating to have my weight go up and down so much. When it's down I feel so happy but then it goes back up and it is so depressing. When I lose weight it usually isn't in a healthy way, I basically don't eat much and I know how unhealthy that is, so I really want to do this the right way.
5 years ago I was in a perfect place physically, 135 very fit pounds, eating right, and it's the most amazing I have ever looked and I want that back. I worked very hard to get there, but I was working and went back to school so it made it virtually impossible to eat right and workout. But that is over and I have no more excuses, so it's time to get back there. I am super hopeful, yet super scared of failure.
Today I ate well but I did not workout because I wasn't feeling well, so I've been kind of down on myself........ But hey, tomorrow is a new day and another chance to do the best I can :-)