Tuesday, January 14, 2014
It's January 14th and I have been so worried that I have fallen off the wagon so to speak. I was dong so well even through the holidays. I maintained my 40lb weight loss and have been increasing my exercise. The past week has been rough and I don't know why? I started back craving my sugar and eating candy once again. I even convinced my husband to make us margaritas last night. I don't know why this happens to me. I have come such a long way and went through so much with my Diverticulitius attack. I finally felt I was getting back on track and my pain has gone away. I don't know why the craving for candy has come back so strong. I throw out the rest of the candy that I bought yesterday and I am going to do my best to stay away from it.
I am going to Hawaii the very end of March for my anniversary. I want to look and feel the best that I can. i don't know why I am trying to sabatoge myself. I have to keep going and forget the minor set back. I put back on 5lbs. Very earned 5lbs. I have a wedding coming up the end of January as well and need to be able to fit into a dress that isn't in double digits. I have to keep going.
Well off to the gym for me...