Sunday, January 12, 2014
I want to kick myself in the face so hard right now. I was reading my past blogs and I'm so mad that I gave up on myself I remember working so hard to lose that 17.2 pound I was on a roll then I just gave in to the pressure of it all. WHY WHYYYY? Uhhhh I hate starting over.
Iv gotta to stay on track I just turned 26 on the 8th and I weigh the most I have ever weighed. EVER! I'm so disappointed in myself. I hate this feeling more than anything in the world. So I am making a promise to myself right here right now. I will not ever let myself feel this way again over weight. I won't give up on myself. I will BELIEVE in myself. And I will reach my goal weight. You know why? Because I am awesome and beautiful. I can kick all kinds of butt. I will not I repeat WILL NOT listen to naysayers. I can last more than 2 weeks. I can stick to my guns and work out each and everyday even if I don't want to. I will change my eating habits. And I will love and respect myself enough to be healthy.
AHHH I'm ready bring it on......
Until next time