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Monday wow tempts -37

Monday, January 06, 2014

as I walked out to get mail and wind blowing my cheeks freezing and walking difficlut ice ad snow I thought about the homeless pets, people and so glad we have power and water.
I got up every 2 hours to keep water from freezing toilet flushing and just glad I did it.
Winter in my county is brutal to say the least. I really want to eat everything sweet or salty but decided to fix a stir fry, cooked apples, and tomatoes and cucumbers in light dressing. My weigh in is thurs. First weigh in this year at tops and this starts another year. I did not do well over holidays I want to blame it on my daughters, stress, depression and just don't care attitude. It is all those things and once sweets get in my body I want them all the time. Not sure how I can get through this therapist appointment wed and I have kept a journal of my moods which holidays are so hard. When does a mother accept that her children really don't care and accept that this is how it is. I worry about my funeral my hubbys and at this point have mine planned limited at best. I really don't want there grief and crying and help ever I will stay strong but this hurts.
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STEVEN2GO2 1/6/2014 9:27PM

    Try not to worry about tomorrow or the past, you can not change the past and the future is a mystery. Just try to have hope that live will work out for you. That may seem hard, but you have been Blessed until now, every day is a new day to live! It sounds like your dear Hubby is a wonderful man. Lean on him when you need, I am sure he will support you, like he already has.

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WOUBBIE 1/6/2014 9:05PM

    Sugar and starch make a slippery slope, and once you start down it it's hard to get control again. Hope your weigh in goes well.

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LADYRH 1/6/2014 7:52PM

    Please live your life for you and your Hubby, we cannot make people be what we would like. Blessings

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