Friday, January 03, 2014
I find myself in an unusual position (for me). The last month (especially) I have been on a sugar frenzy and have not had much control over my eating. I think it is a reaction to my success and is the appearance of some old self-defeating behaviors that is tied to rejecting that success because I don't feel worthy of it. I am frustrated because I don't seem to have control over it (and I am usually VERY controlled).
I need to find a way to reboot myself and kick myself in the a** to get myself back on track.