Today got some bad news we'd already paid out close to 400 dollars for the truck to be fixed with some kind of leak in the gasket. We brought the truck back 4 times it was still leaking, today we found out there is a hairline fracture somewhere in the transmission.
So the guy said it would cost 2,400 for a rebuilt one that would come with a 3 yr guarantee, well we don't have that kind of money and asked if we could put down a good amount and make payments and he said no he doesn't do that anymore, because he's gotten screwed in the past. I don't understand how it took this guy 4 times to find the fracture or is he just saying it ? I don't even know we dont have the money to bring it else where.
I honestly don't know what to do anymore, I pray every single day for god to help us somehow, I'm watching my husband kill himself working all kinds of hours at his part time job and tomorrow we were suppose to go to the movies but now we can't because his regular work asked if he wanted to come in and he had to say yes. this poor man can't even get a day off.
The worst thing it's all my fault because I got sick, I got bit by a stupid tick and it really ruined our lives. We were never in debt, had money in the bank and now I can no longer work and barely can put the heat on and have to try and figure out how to pay peter , taking from paul.
I'm just sitting here like a baby crying because I thought 2014 might be better, I'm so sick of saying well maybe next year will be better and it's always worse.
I know our son is disappointed about not going to the movies, I know because I am and we did nothing during his winter vacation from school.
We were all looking forward to going out and spending time together, I'm so frustrated, disgusted and feel so bad that because of me getting sick it all lands on my poor husband.
Sometimes I think the best thing I could do for that man is just leave him, I don't think I was meant to be happy in this life..................
It's like I found something beautiful in this life (husband) made something magical (son) and me getting sick ruined it all.
When the guy said how much it would cost my husband said I just feel like crying, because he can't catch a break... he works so hard ... sometimes I wonder if there really is a god.
You watch on TV people killing other people and getting away with it, you see people cheating the system and getting away with it and then you see good people who go by the rules and they just keep getting scr#wed over.
I'm just so disgusted