Monday, December 30, 2013
Looks like the car will be fine. As long as I don't let that light stay on any more!
While I was waiting for the game to start yesterday (yay steelers!) I looked at the roster and realized I weigh more than almost the whole team! There are only 7 guys heavier than I am on the whole team. OW.
Then I looked to see how many guys are below 200. There are 7.
Okay. I want to be in the exact opposite position from where I am now. I'm not going to plan for next year, because 100+ lbs just sounds too daunting. I will look at that huge number and just give up. I know myself. SO. I am going to shoot for weighing less than half of the team.
That seems reasonable to me. And when I get to that point, THEN I will shoot for 7 weighing less than me. After that? I will go for weighing less than any member of the team. Yes, even the kicker.
I don't see that happening for a while, but it seems like a decent challenge for myself.
Which reminds me- HOW long does it take to make a habit?? I've been working out nearly every day for almost a month. It STILL takes all I have some days to drag myself out to workout. When will it become a habit?
And what's this about exercise making you have more energy and waking you up?? My butt is dragging lower than Leo's belly (the rat chihuahua...from he##
) and even while I'm working hard, I feel like I could fall asleep. And I yawn!
I keep waiting for that feeling of "I'm wide awake now" and it just isn't happening. I wonder if it only happens to people who believe in it? Mind over matter? I know it's SUPPOSED to make me feel all these positive things, but I just don't see it. Oh well.
It's not like I'm going to give up. Tomorrow is another day. My butt will be in that pool. (I will probably take new years day off. Y is only open 4 hours, and the water slide-i.e. screaming heathen children-will be open for half of that) as long as the stupid car starts.