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EXCITEMENT


Friday, December 27, 2013

I KNOW I AM PROBABLY SOUNDING WEIRD AT THIS POINT, BUT I'M ALL EXCITED. I SAW MY SON TODAY AFTER FOUR YEARS OF NOT SEEING HIM. WE TALKED LOTS ABOUT HIS FATHER WHOM I HATED FOR A LONG TIME. IT TOOK ME SINCE 1999 TO FEEL BETTER ABOUT HIM. I NOW CAN THINK OF MY EX WITHOUT THE BAD THOUGHTS. WE TALKED ALOT ABOUT HOW HE'S DOING IN SCHOOL, HE BROUGHT HIS GRADES UP ALOT. AND FOR THAT I FEEL VERY HAPPY. HE GRADUATES THIS YEAR AND I HOPE TO GET TICKETS FOR MYSELF AND HIS GRANDPARENTS _MY PARENTS. WE TOOK PICTURES AND I HOPE TO FIX MY CAMERA TO POST THEM ON HERE. WE HAD A WONDERFUL DINNER. MY MOM IS A WICKED GOOD COOK. HE WORKS ON A FARM, AND HE LOVES IT. I CAN'T GET OVER HOW MUCH HIS VOICE HAS CHANGED. MY GOODNESS, IT'S DIFFERANT AND IT IS GOING TO TAKE TIME TO GET USED TO IT. HE TALKED ABOUT HIS SCREAMING WITH A BAND HE WAS IN, AND I LIKED HEARING THAT. HE WANTS KIDS SOMEDAY, BUT HE'S NOT SURE WHEN. HE TALKED ABOUT EITHER JOINING THE ARMY, GOING TO JOB CORE, UNIVERSITY OF ROCLAND, OR ANOTHER COLLAGE AFTER GRADUATION, HE WANTS TO DO SOMETHING, BUT NOT SURE WHAT YET. AND HE WILL DO SOMETHING, I JUST KNOW HE WILL.

CHRISTMAS WAS GREAT FOR ME. I GOT TO SPEND TIME WITH FAMILY AND THAT WAS WONDERFUL. MY SISTER AND I ARE GOING TO SEE A MOVIE SOMETIME SOON. SHE GAVE ME A MOVIE TICKET. MY NEPHEW WASN'T THERE, AMND I WAS HEART-BROKEN BECAUSE I HAVEN'T SEEN HIM FOR A LONG TIME EITHER, HE'S WAY IN ANOTHER TOWN AWAY AT COLLEGE. EVERYTHING WAS WONDERFUL. MY NEICE WAS WITH US THOUGH AND THAT MADE ME HAPPY. I JUST HAVE SO MUCH GOING ROUND IN MY HEAD RIGH NOW, TRYING TO PROCESS EVERYTHING.

THERE IS JUST ONE SIDE THAT I DON'T LIKE. ONE BAD SIDE EFFECT, I SEEM UP RIGHT NOW, BUT I ALWAYS CRASH IN MID JAN- TO MID FEB. I HAVE ONE DEFENSE STRATAGY THOUGH AND THAT IS MY PERSONAL RELATIONSHIP WWITH GOD. I KNOW NOW THAT HE CARRIES ME WHEN I HAVE A HARD TIME.

I DID SOMETHING THAT I HAVEN'T DONE SINCE HIGH SCHOOL, AND THAT IS I SAT IN MY CHAIR, TURNED ON ALL THE LIGHTS AND DID A WORD SEARCH. I HAVE TWO BOOKS, AND I'M GOING TO TRY AND SIT FOR A FEW MIN A DAY TO DO ONE. JUST ONE A DAY, BECAUSE NOW I'M OVERWHELMED WITH PROJEVTS. I'M NOT QUIET SURE WHAT TTO DO FIRST. NO, I TAKE THAT BACK, BECAUSE MY FATHER'S BIRTHDAY IS JAN. 14TH AND I'M GOING TO KNIT HIM A HAT. COLOR COICE IS HIS. I'M GOING TO LET HIM CHOOOSE THE COLOR. THEN I HOPE TO GET MY SON'S STARTED. HE LIKES GREEN, SO I'LL ALSO PICK UP SOME GREEN YARN AS WELL.

WELL, I'VE PROBABLY BORED YOU TO TEARS BY NOW SO I'LL END THIS AND GO TO BED. MY RELAXING MUSIC IS ON, I TOOK MY SECOND HOT SHOWER NOT TO LONG AGO AND NOW I'M SLEEPY SO I'LL SAY GOOD NIGHT TO ALL, I LOVE ALL OF YOU, AND I WILL CATCH YA'LL IN THE MORNING. NIGHT NOW.....................LBJ A.K.A............LYNN
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GENRE009 4/13/2014 12:44PM

    Lynn, it's wonderful to see those we love, and enjoy family. I am very happy that you got to experience this, and feel like life was better for yourself. eva

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RELISA4HEALTH 1/4/2014 9:31PM

    What a wonderful testimony Lynn, being able to see your son. That is awesome. I am so happy for you.
You are right, with God we can do all things. He is so faithful. what I love about God is His promise to complete the work he has begun in us. I love His promise that he is with us always and that he will help us to learn more about Him, because He desires to teach us.
Please do not feel overwhelmed the area of your word searches. You can do all things through Christ who strengthens you.
Always remember the joy of the Lord is yours and you have the mind of Christ. You are an overcomer and the best is yet to come.
Have a great week . Keep up the wonderful good work you are doing.

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DELIA38961 12/28/2013 12:33AM

    that is wonderful emoticon

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LBJNIC 12/27/2013 10:04PM

    i am glad to have these comments, and who does or doesn't know if this winter will be the year things change for me. i have alot to do though and i am very grateful. thanks to my friends and family for the things they have done for me..............i love you all very much

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BETHARTEMIS 12/27/2013 10:35AM

    emoticon Sounds like a great Christmas! I was happy to read about it.

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SINGINGLADY47 12/27/2013 9:58AM

    emoticon So glad you spent time with your son. Keep busy. And keep us posted as to how you are doing. God bless you. Judi emoticon

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PATTYKLAVER 12/27/2013 7:58AM

    It's good to hear that you got in a good visit with your son. The memory of that should keep you going through February. I don't like January-February either, but am determined to stay busy and in touch with people to not get depressed.

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NUTRON3 12/27/2013 7:19AM

    I love the attitude

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SUSANBEAMON 12/27/2013 2:13AM

  nice to spend time with family when you don't get to see them often.

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LOFLLAMA 12/27/2013 1:58AM

    My son's older brother has the same birthday as your dad...January 14. I'm really happy that you wrote this out. It's exciting for me as your friend to hear that you are so excited!

Please stop worrying (At lease TRY) about you down time. Maybe this will be the year that changes for you. This has been a much easier winter for me than ones past!

You are doing great & I am very proud of you.
I love you!
Lisa

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GIVEUP30 12/27/2013 1:51AM

    I am so happy for you...I have been trying to connect with my grandson who is only 13....

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MASONLEE12 12/27/2013 1:37AM

  I think its absolutely wonderful that you got to spend time with your son and your family. Family is all that matters no matter what happens in life your family is always there. Take care and happy holidays emoticon

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FIRECOM 12/27/2013 1:34AM

    WHOA! You are not weird and you didn't bore me for one iota of a second. Family is everything, EVERYTHING and I am so glad you were able to take time with your son.

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DIANEDOESSMILES 12/27/2013 1:28AM

    HI Lynn !! GR8 you were able to reconnect w.ur son !! That's FAB !!!! Also that U and ur sis get to go a movie later on. How about holding onto the ticket til the end of Jan/Feb mid,, when things start to get rough.

Per chance are you SAD? Seasonal Defective Disorder,,, so MANY are with the sun hardly being out,,,, or not showing much up here. If so, do you have either a lamp with the special bulb or a light box? I have a friend who's getting a light box,,, LOL she's HOPING b4 summah. HAHAHAHA paper works moves SLOWLY and she's ALWAYS making DEMANDS HEAVILY of her Dr,,, so her Dr is NOT in a hurry to apleaze her.

Hope all stays well,,, the exercise WILL HELP to increase the endorphins,,, and that's a WIN/WIN situation ! On a team I am on,, this week we choose to work on vit D,,,, and also "are you getting in 15 mins of sunshine"?

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