Tuesday, December 24, 2013
Merry Christmas everyone! I hope however you're spending the holiday season you're having a wonderful time.
I decided to go home and see my family for the holidays. I went from 70 degree weather down to 1 degree weather, lol. I really don't mind it too much since I grew up with it but it still is a shock to the system. We had a snow storm on Saturday when I came in and we're expecting more snow for Christmas so I definitely will get my white Christmas.
Things here have been going well. With how busy it was with work and everything I'm glad I can take this week to just breathe. I miss home. I never quite feel like I fit anywhere but here. Although, with my life being elsewhere I always feel torn. I know I have to go back so there is always a time limit.
As the year draws to a close though I've been thinking about all the stuff I did this year. All and all I would say it was a really good year this year. I put myself out there in ways that I never thought possible a year ago. I feel like I'm slowly becoming the person I was always meant to be.
I've also been thinking about the things that I want to do for next year. While, I never know what the year will bring I'm always of the mindset that the new year can be better than the last. I guess we, as humans, always think that. The new year is about being optimistic. Everything is possible.
In that sense, I was trying to think of what I want for Christmas and my life. Always the optimistic I have one wish for Christmas. Just one. I'm not sure if Santa will be nice and bring me what I really want but there is always that chance. Just in case he doesn't though I have a back up plan. If my past year on Spark people has taught me anything if there is something that I want I need to go out and get it. Nothing is given but rather earned.
I will go out and get what I want. Even if it doesn't work out in this particular instance and I don't get what I want I'm going to keep working on it. It might not be this year but maybe next year. So I hope the same for you. Realize what you truly want for Christmas or in your life and go out and get it. For while you're working hard to get what you want you may realize you're becoming more of the person you're supposed to be.