Saturday, December 21, 2013
Vulnerability has never been my strong suit. But, I like this guy. I think I do. And part of me is hesitant to allow myself to go there again, but - I need to learn to love myself. I have a tendency to value myself based on what men think and I know that needs to stop. I'm taking care of myself by being here, by doing this. I believe in myself and believe that I can do it.
It's okay to be afraid - to be afraid of feelings for him or fear of failing on this journey. But, when my fight or flight instinct kicks in, I need to change how I cope. I need to learn to FIGHT rather than flight.