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Friday, December 20, 2013

I just want to avoid the memories;
I don't want to deal with them.

I am awake so I can avoid them;
I can place my focus on other things.

I don't want to think about the past;
all the pain the suffering the tears.

As I sleep the memories haunt me;
I can not control it - the memories.

I hate that I allowed this to happen;
to allow myself to be such a victim.

I just won't sleep it's the only way;
I don't want to think about it.

The things I've dealt with are sinful;
why did they choose to hurt me.

Why can't the memories just go away;
they haunt me more and more everyday.

Noone should have to these memories;
but they are mine and have been
since childhood.

Member Comments About This Blog Post:
GOLFGMA 12/22/2013 7:34AM

    There are people who can help you to overcome these memories. Find a counselor and get past these memories. emoticon

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BEEJAY49 12/22/2013 5:28AM

    Maybe if you can find a way to deal with them while you're awake it will help? Love you bunches! emoticon

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