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It's snowing big time, all day.

Thursday, December 19, 2013

We have about 6 inches of snowfall today but I still got all my exercising in and drank all my water. I am thinking about Christmas but a little differently than in the past. As I watch the big snowflakes fill up the sidewalks and driveways, it is very peaceful. So many years I have suffered with being fat and worrying what other people must think of me. And today, I just don't care. I care about loving myself and helping me to finally break thru this wintertime of my life. I don't want to fill up on food, I want to fill up on life. My life. I thought today, I have always wanted to go horse back riding and have never been able to go. So this is going on my bucket list and I know, this time, I am going to succeed. Why, I know, I couldn't tell you. It's like the end of a Charlie Brown Christmas story and everyone likes each other and Charlie Brown finally feels good . I guess I am finally at the finally. I feel like I am soaring in my own ability to change myself. I have never felt like this before. So Merry Christmas everyone and I wish you your Christmas wish.
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  • MARYBETH4884
    It is amazing what a little success in weight loss can do for your perspective on your self worth and visa versa. I have it's a good cycle to be "stuck "in! I'm good you can focus on the truly important things this season! Merry Christmas!! emoticon
    1524 days ago
    "I want to fill up on life."

    that is just an incredible statement
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    1524 days ago
  • LISA579
    Merry Christmas and congrats on not caring what anyone else thinks. You are doing your best and that is all that matters
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    1524 days ago
    Wow, what a break through and major realization! You got it girlfriend. I am so proud of you. It is amazing how mind set and loving ourselves is so important. You will succeed. I can so relate to how you feel. This is the first time for me where I really feel invested in myself and am learning to love my self too. It is an awesome feeling. The snow must be beautiful. I lived North and haven't seen much snow in the past 7 years. There is such a peace and stillness that comes with snow cover, as long as you don't have to drive in it. LOL Take good care and loved reading your blog, especially knowing that you are feeling so good! emoticon emoticon
    1524 days ago
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