Thursday, December 19, 2013
We have about 6 inches of snowfall today but I still got all my exercising in and drank all my water. I am thinking about Christmas but a little differently than in the past. As I watch the big snowflakes fill up the sidewalks and driveways, it is very peaceful. So many years I have suffered with being fat and worrying what other people must think of me. And today, I just don't care. I care about loving myself and helping me to finally break thru this wintertime of my life. I don't want to fill up on food, I want to fill up on life. My life. I thought today, I have always wanted to go horse back riding and have never been able to go. So this is going on my bucket list and I know, this time, I am going to succeed. Why, I know, I couldn't tell you. It's like the end of a Charlie Brown Christmas story and everyone likes each other and Charlie Brown finally feels good . I guess I am finally at the finally. I feel like I am soaring in my own ability to change myself. I have never felt like this before. So Merry Christmas everyone and I wish you your Christmas wish.