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Another restless night.

Saturday, December 14, 2013

It's nights like these.... that i dread the most... Everyone is asleep and here I am with thoughts weighing heavily on my mind. No matter what i do they never seem to help. One of the reason's why i came back to sparkpeople was to make a better life for myself. I'm not happy with my weight. I feel like people are laughing at me when I am out in public. When i was younger i used to make jokes about heavy people and now that i'm overweight i see that the jokes are not funny and they hurt. i just wish i had someone to talk to who knows how i feel. I just don't know. :(
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  • MSKIZ69
    Welcome back and agree with everyone else--here to cheer you on your journey!!! emoticon
    1403 days ago
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    .´*.¸.•´♥ Welcome to Spark People! Welcome to Spark Blogging!

    One thing I would suggest is: Keep collecting Spark Friends like candy!! It is calorie free and they always give you something to "chew on"!!

    You can just "friend" them...no need to ask. We are friendly and don't bite!

    You can find motivation and inspiration from everyone here, even those that are struggling (because you know how they feel!!) Welcome new people, Join teams, blog, join challenges, blog, be excited, blog. And did I mention: blog? The future fabulous you will want to look back at your journey and will want to encourage others!! When the excitement wanes (it WILL!!) put down your pom poms and lurk in the background, (but don't leave and don't do too much damage) and wait for the tide to turn...pick up your oars and keep rowing.

    You can do this!!

    “Change takes time. It takes time for the seeds to begin growing within, time to understand the process, time for the growth to mature, and time for the old self to die and fall away.” -Bryant McGill

    (¯`♥´¯) .♥.•*¨`*♫.♥
    .´*.¸.•´♥ We can do it one day at a time!!

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    (¸.•´ .♥ (¸.•´ .♥ (¸.•*´¨`* ♥☆¸.•*´¨`*♥☆
    `*♥☆ Keep Spreading the Spark!!!

    1404 days ago
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    1404 days ago
    its amazing how things can come back to haunt us when we might of said or did something bad. All you can do now is keep moving, emoticon . don't ever give up....
    1404 days ago
    Hang in there . It'll get better. As George Harrison (former Beatle) once said, "All things must pass."
    1404 days ago
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