Another restless night.
Saturday, December 14, 2013
It's nights like these.... that i dread the most... Everyone is asleep and here I am with thoughts weighing heavily on my mind. No matter what i do they never seem to help. One of the reason's why i came back to sparkpeople was to make a better life for myself. I'm not happy with my weight. I feel like people are laughing at me when I am out in public. When i was younger i used to make jokes about heavy people and now that i'm overweight i see that the jokes are not funny and they hurt. i just wish i had someone to talk to who knows how i feel. I just don't know. :(