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Thursday, December 12, 2013

Although my weigh in went well today (152.6) I feel like total crap. I have had a horrible week and was shocked that my weight changed at all. I am glad it was for the better and not worse though. My husband and I are not getting along. I took Braydon and stayed at my parents for a few days and was reluctant to come home. Things were said I'm not sure I can forgive or forget. I'm worried for myself and my son. Such an unhealthy relationship is not good for our health. None of ours. While I was away my husband did something drastic to himself and I don't think it was a great idea. I've learned from past experience all to well what will happen in the next few days, the next week. I haven't eaten breakfast the past few days so I'm sure my metabolism took a hit. My sleep has been horrible. Even though I went to bed early last night my quality of sleep was horrible. I woke up about 3:40AM and could not get myself back to sleep. I finally drifted off again around 7:30-8AM (hours of laying there tossing and turning). I'm just not in a good mood lately and at the moment I am just in a horrible place. I just want it all to get better....I'm so sick of feeling low and hurt, and looking for love where there is none. I just want to be happy. Happy with myself, my relationship, my life....I just want to be happy.
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    Do your parents have any suggestions? My daughter runs into problems with her DH from time to time, and honestly, some of his habits would be difficult for anyone to tolerate. She calls and I try to advise her the best I can. DD and DSIL see a counselor and that seems to be helping pretty much. BTW, most married couples have problems at least occasionally. Best to you. I hope everything works out.

    DeAnne, Missourians Team
    1562 days ago
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