Monday, December 09, 2013
It has been awhile since I have been on here. I was much more successful and happy. All of sudden I fell off the Spark wagon, so to speak. I can blame this and that but ultimately I control my life and what happens. We all have unforeseen craziness that happens but we deal with it and move on. I'm frustrated because I lost a lot of weight and I KNOW how good it feels. I get that siren call of greasy, fatty, salty food and I break the speed limit to get my fix. It comforts me, whispers sweet nothings, and tells me it is cheap and easy. I was inhaling 6 cheese coneys yesterday and washing it down with Coke when I just about made myself sick eating it. I was thinking WTH am I doing... Wait, I know what I am doing.. I am killing myself one swallow at a time. I'm stopping that right now. I am going to start living better and treating my body the way it deserves to be treated and that is the temple of God that was given to each and every one of us.
I am moving out of my fastfood crackhouse today.