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How many times did you start over ???

Monday, December 09, 2013

There is not even a count I can remember only I know it is too many I lost track. Sure I came back over & over, more disgusted with my self each time. That is good because the disgust makes me try again and again to never give up when I fail.
Wait a minute FAIL no I did not fail that word to mean "fail" means forever, I come back each time so I did not really fail, I just had a small set back. Fail means giving up all together.!!
I am not a failure I am a fighter !! Ask yourself what are you a failure or a fighter????

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    Hi Judy, emoticon

    You and I are fighters for sure! emoticon

    Take care & have a fabulous day!


    1533 days ago
    I don't really start over, I do fall off the wagon, and have to climb back up, and now that wagon keeps going down the road without me, but I am trying to catch up with it emoticon
    1533 days ago
  • EOSTAR_45
    Many, I am starting over yet again. Never Never never to give up.

    1533 days ago
    Each time is different but at least I get back to healthy and stay for a while. This time I am trying harder at the maintaining piece.
    1533 days ago
    I can honestly say I feel a failure when I make a commitment in good faith to my self and my community here on Spark and don't keep it.

    I can say I am a fighter because I battle the two parts of my internal struggle: the reasons to let go and reach my goal and maintain, therefore live in the unknown, and the reasons to keep ahold of the known even if I'm miserable and a failure.

    Admitting to this I am honest with myself and know what the real deal is.

    We need to all admit to this actually. It is the root cause of the back and forth journey we embark on when we say we wish to be different. Blaming it on others and/or situations is truly a waste of time and energy.

    Having the courage and internal strength and fortitude to simply LOOK at this internal struggle, SMILE gently, and continue on our journey is what Sparking is all about.
    1533 days ago
    Today I'm a fighter, and I plan to keep it that way!!!

    1533 days ago

    Comment edited on: 12/9/2013 9:18:31 AM
  • SHARON2018
    I start over with every single day and sometimes more than that! emoticon
    1533 days ago
    Thanks for the SparkGoodie - I will not close the door and hopefully I'll dispel the mood and can go through the door. I will fight but I need to have a plan and I am thinking about what that would be.
    1533 days ago

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