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Sunday, December 08, 2013

So... I had a moment today that was similar to an 'ah-ha' moment, but kind of in reverse. My fiancee and I took our daughters out to play in the snow (there's about 5in outside). And, he was taking a video of me playing with my daughter, and watching it I was floored.

I think, one of the actual statements I made was 'That CANNOT be me... Where did I go.'

Now... In my brain, I accept the fact that 78lbs... That's a ton of weight. That's a small human. And I've lost that. But... it's just ridiculous.

It's insane to look at the 'before' shots of me... and the comparisons... I just can't imagine that that's still me. I still look in the mirror and think 'yuck.' sometimes. I realize I'm not fully where I want to be. But oh my gosh.

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    Keep focused for more success.

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