Friday, December 06, 2013
I've always had a certain body image in my head, which I imagine is why I have always had difficulty internalizing when I'm thin and when I'm heavy.
Yes, I have a mirror. Yes, I know what size my clothes are. But in my head I'm just a slightly wider or slightly narrower version of ME. Maybe it's just wishful thinking or the rose-colored glasses I usually view the world with. Maybe it's just my way of being content with where I am in the moment.
Either way, for the first time in a long, long, long, long time I am envisioning a truly sleeker version of me, and I want that. I am working for that every day.