Friday, December 06, 2013
As I sit here writing this I find myself binge eating and I was hoping that by coming on this site and looking around I would get the willpower to stop eating. I know it is all in my control regardless of what I look at. The willpower to stop has to come from within but I feel so weak. I'm also going out to dinner tonight and I want to try and eat "healthy" but that will depend on what everyone else is ordering. My lunch was healthy and not healthy at the whole time. I had a breaded chicken breast on a hard roll with cheese melted. The reason this is healthy for me is because even though it was breaded chicken it was chicken. It wasn't a microwaveable pizza or a lean pocket or something else I eat that is not remotely healthy for me. However, when I went to the store earlier I bought junk food and that is not good because I am trying to resist eating more then I already have eaten. I downloaded some workout videos but can't get myself to burn them so I can use them to workout. I just am in a major rut and I notice I'm rambling right now. I guess I'll end this here!
If anyone reads this, thanks for taking the time to read my ramble!