Thursday, December 05, 2013
Good days do not come in pairs! The stomach issues were bad yesterday, with a fever too. I slept most of the day. When I checked my lists, I did get more done than I thought I did, but overall it felt like a wasted day.
I have stopped thinking that the tests are going to show negative results. Now I am afraid that is the case. The medications help, but I am still having a significant amount of discomfort. If they tell me that nothing is wrong, I do not know what I will do. I have done some research on what the possibilities could be, but I do not like what I have read. Plus there are so many options. I have decided to not think about it anymore until I get the results of the tests.
The tests are next Friday. Just another week. I am just focused on getting through until then. I hope that the results will be available quickly, so I can start doing whatever I have to do to get past this. I'm gearing up for another grueling week. One more day of rest.