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Wednesday, December 04, 2013

having a tough day,times change and people move on, trying to find a new happy place inside and outside myself,dealing with letting go of how I wish things were compared to how life really is,this is the big tough one for me,dealing with loneliness and learning to be alone one day at a time

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HAPPYJUNEBUG 12/12/2013 11:50AM

    Praying for you!

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AUSSIEFLOSS 12/9/2013 1:42AM

    Are you the one who I was sparkmailing about having a good relationship after a bad one? That makes me sad that you feel sad now. When I am feeling at my very very lowest...I mean feel like digging a hole and crawling in, horribleness, I find myself looking outside. And what do I find outside? A little birdie, or two or maybe a small flock of tiny green breasted sparrows in a big weed that you can't even imagine how that wisp of a weed holds up when those little birdies land on them. I was reminded of those moments when I saw the Red Cardinal in your back round. Those little birdies are not only beautiful, but sometimes funny, and most importantly they remind me of a scripture in the Bible that says that God notices when a sparrow falls to the ground, and to not worry, that YOU are worth many sparrows. So when I see a bird when I am sad, it helps me to remember that even if I am alone or just feel alone, someone very important to me sees what I am going through, and cares, and then I start talking Him, and thank him for reminding me that I was important too, through those little bitty creatures that have no clue whatsoever that I am sad, and they just go about hopping and pecking at seeds. I hope this helps.

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NOCALORIES 12/5/2013 9:09PM

    Today I am thinking of you and wanting you to know you are loved. In the Bible in Hebrews we have these words from God
Hebrews 13:5 ...I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee.

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SABLENESS 12/5/2013 9:57AM

    emoticon You are a SparkPerson. You are NOT alone. emoticon

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RSSSLHB 12/5/2013 8:36AM

    I am so emoticon give it to God, He will help you emoticon

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SILVER1369 12/4/2013 11:11PM

    emoticon and emoticon you are never really alone we are all here for you.

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KNYAGENYA 12/4/2013 9:03PM

    I'm in the exact same situation.

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DOVESEYES 12/4/2013 6:56PM

    Thanks for sharing this I think we all have the feelings you are having now at some time and to different degrees depending on the situation, that's why I love SP it gives you a listening ear and it is wonderful to know people DO care about you.


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SHERYLDS 12/4/2013 6:23PM

    “Life is 10% what happens to us and 90% how we react to it.” ~Dennis P. Kimbro emoticon

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BABY_GIRL69 12/4/2013 6:12PM

    You are not alone in feeling the way you feel. Be encouraged this is a tough time of the year for me, I fill with doing for others which is what God wants us to do. Fill that time with helping someone else and see how it goes... I can't tell how overwhelmed I become when I help others, I can get out of my own way to finding new friends and opportunities open up. I go in & out but then I pick up the phone, I spark or I just sing or listen to spiritual uplifting music. It helps....

God bless & I too will praying for you!


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WENDIBIRD10477 12/4/2013 5:07PM

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KATHY391 12/4/2013 4:46PM

    im so sorry to hear you feeling so blue, hope it gets better, either way you're not alone, look at all the support your getting from spark friends...
we're here to help you through this journey .
we believe in you and so must you.

change can be hard but self discovery is a great reward! find your happy place and build your life around it. we are here for you each step of the way..

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PINKYYSUEE 12/4/2013 2:19PM

    I'm so sorry that you are having a hard time...sending emoticon

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HLTHAPPINESS4C 12/4/2013 1:43PM

    emoticon emoticon Don't know exactly what you are going through other than what seems a broken heart. Hang in there and know that you are not alone and that people care about you; your spark friends and I too. This is my first time reading your blog but I care and will pray for you.

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RENLLY 12/4/2013 1:25PM

    emoticon Hopefully you can find a friend to talk to so you feel less alone. At the very least, join some chats here on SP. I know it's hard sometimes.

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INGBADEN 12/4/2013 1:10PM

    I am sorry you are feeling bad. I think people forget that this time of year is hard for so many others.

Know that people care


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LOSTLIME 12/4/2013 1:07PM

    Sorry that you feel so alone. We're here for you. Sending a prayer your way!-Peggy

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TIME2BLOOM4ME 12/4/2013 1:04PM

    I am so sorry. When I was alone I learned to enjoy myself, to celebrate life, set goals, I focused on doing good things for myself. I learned it does not take a person or family to make one feel good, but it comes from inside yourself. I took the time to immerse myself in personal growth books. It was a time for deep inner exploration. Enjoy your time alone and so many doors will open. When the time is right, all things are in order, the right person will show up in your life. emoticon

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JTREMBATH 12/4/2013 12:58PM

    emoticon Sorry to hear this but you do have all those Spark People.

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CETANISTAWI 12/4/2013 12:53PM


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BATCHICK 12/4/2013 12:45PM

    sorry you feel alone. you're not.


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CAROLIAN 12/4/2013 12:41PM

    You are not alone we are here for you HUGS xxxx Praying that things get better for you
Carol xxxx

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SAFL04 12/4/2013 12:17PM


New to your blog today, I am pretty "new" here on Spark as well. I am sorry to hear that you are feeling so alone today. PLease know that there are people out "here" who care about you, your goals, your inspirations, and your life and that are willing to support you. I am one of those people!! Hopefully your day gets better!! Hugs!!

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FRENCHTOSD 12/4/2013 12:10PM

    So sorry to see this post today. I hope you can get outside and look at the world around you. We are all so lucky to be here on this beautiful earth. Praying for you today,

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