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Wednesday, December 04, 2013

having a tough day,times change and people move on, trying to find a new happy place inside and outside myself,dealing with letting go of how I wish things were compared to how life really is,this is the big tough one for me,dealing with loneliness and learning to be alone one day at a time
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    Praying for you!

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    1532 days ago
    Are you the one who I was sparkmailing about having a good relationship after a bad one? That makes me sad that you feel sad now. When I am feeling at my very very lowest...I mean feel like digging a hole and crawling in, horribleness, I find myself looking outside. And what do I find outside? A little birdie, or two or maybe a small flock of tiny green breasted sparrows in a big weed that you can't even imagine how that wisp of a weed holds up when those little birdies land on them. I was reminded of those moments when I saw the Red Cardinal in your back round. Those little birdies are not only beautiful, but sometimes funny, and most importantly they remind me of a scripture in the Bible that says that God notices when a sparrow falls to the ground, and to not worry, that YOU are worth many sparrows. So when I see a bird when I am sad, it helps me to remember that even if I am alone or just feel alone, someone very important to me sees what I am going through, and cares, and then I start talking Him, and thank him for reminding me that I was important too, through those little bitty creatures that have no clue whatsoever that I am sad, and they just go about hopping and pecking at seeds. I hope this helps.
    1536 days ago
    Today I am thinking of you and wanting you to know you are loved. In the Bible in Hebrews we have these words from God
    Hebrews 13:5 ...I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee.
    1539 days ago
    emoticon You are a SparkPerson. You are NOT alone. emoticon
    1539 days ago
    I am so emoticon give it to God, He will help you emoticon
    1540 days ago
  • SILVER1369
    emoticon and emoticon you are never really alone we are all here for you.
    1540 days ago
    I'm in the exact same situation.
    1540 days ago
    Thanks for sharing this I think we all have the feelings you are having now at some time and to different degrees depending on the situation, that's why I love SP it gives you a listening ear and it is wonderful to know people DO care about you.

    1540 days ago
    “Life is 10% what happens to us and 90% how we react to it.” ~Dennis P. Kimbro emoticon

    1540 days ago
    You are not alone in feeling the way you feel. Be encouraged this is a tough time of the year for me, I fill with doing for others which is what God wants us to do. Fill that time with helping someone else and see how it goes... I can't tell how overwhelmed I become when I help others, I can get out of my own way to finding new friends and opportunities open up. I go in & out but then I pick up the phone, I spark or I just sing or listen to spiritual uplifting music. It helps....

    God bless & I too will praying for you!

    1540 days ago
  • WENDIBIRD10477
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  • KATHY391
    im so sorry to hear you feeling so blue, hope it gets better, either way you're not alone, look at all the support your getting from spark friends...
    we're here to help you through this journey .
    we believe in you and so must you.

    change can be hard but self discovery is a great reward! find your happy place and build your life around it. we are here for you each step of the way..

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    1540 days ago
    I'm so sorry that you are having a hard time...sending emoticon
    1540 days ago
    emoticon emoticon Don't know exactly what you are going through other than what seems a broken heart. Hang in there and know that you are not alone and that people care about you; your spark friends and I too. This is my first time reading your blog but I care and will pray for you.
    1540 days ago
    emoticon Hopefully you can find a friend to talk to so you feel less alone. At the very least, join some chats here on SP. I know it's hard sometimes.

    1540 days ago
    I am sorry you are feeling bad. I think people forget that this time of year is hard for so many others.

    Know that people care

    1540 days ago
    Sorry that you feel so alone. We're here for you. Sending a prayer your way!-Peggy
    1540 days ago
    I am so sorry. When I was alone I learned to enjoy myself, to celebrate life, set goals, I focused on doing good things for myself. I learned it does not take a person or family to make one feel good, but it comes from inside yourself. I took the time to immerse myself in personal growth books. It was a time for deep inner exploration. Enjoy your time alone and so many doors will open. When the time is right, all things are in order, the right person will show up in your life. emoticon
    1540 days ago
    emoticon Sorry to hear this but you do have all those Spark People.
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    1540 days ago
    sorry you feel alone. you're not.

    1540 days ago
    You are not alone we are here for you HUGS xxxx Praying that things get better for you
    Carol xxxx
    1540 days ago
  • SAFL04

    New to your blog today, I am pretty "new" here on Spark as well. I am sorry to hear that you are feeling so alone today. PLease know that there are people out "here" who care about you, your goals, your inspirations, and your life and that are willing to support you. I am one of those people!! Hopefully your day gets better!! Hugs!!

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    1540 days ago
    So sorry to see this post today. I hope you can get outside and look at the world around you. We are all so lucky to be here on this beautiful earth. Praying for you today,
    1540 days ago
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