Tuesday, December 03, 2013
After quite an absence, I'm back on this sparkplug again trying to jumpstart my metabolism, determination and will power. It's been a roller coaster of a few years starting from my departure from the UK and return to the Philippines and numerous trips around the South East Asia region. My start and stops at the gym always began with big heave ho and then ended with a flop. It was getting frustrating.
I know that I'm that person that wants to see a quick result, even if its an unrealistic expectation. I'm a dreamer, a romantic --- a writer. I create worlds that I can control and that seeps into real life. Recently I've been snapping out of that rhythm and starting a new trend. I don't want to sabotage myself so I'm taking things a day at a time, sometimes a moment at a time even. I know that I shouldn't have meals like that'd be the last meal of my life. I'm become a prisoner in a prison of my own making. It sucks.
So, here I am. Blogging. I won't be as regular as regular can get on this thing. My usual M.O., but it sure does feel good to be doing this and it's better than gorging on a bag of crisps. I might drivel on, I might go off on multiple tangents or I might not just make any sense at all, but, by Jove, it's all good.
I'm writing, which is what I love. I'm sharing, which helps me a lot (and hopefully others in time) and I'm giving myself the chance to meet new friends. That's awesome!
So here goes. :)