Sunday, December 01, 2013
I went to put on my "fat 10s" this morning. I was so excited to wear them last week. They're a pair of size 10s designed for big girls, so they really fit a 12. Still, a 12 is big progress for me, and it felt great to wear them to work. But I went to put them on this morning and they wouldn't zip.
I didn't weigh in. I was afraid to. I weighed in at the end of last week at 200.6. I've been trying to fight my way out of the 200s for sooooo long. I get close like this and then it just doesn't happen.
Ugh! I'm so frustrated. I want it gone. 199! Please, dammit. 199!