Sunday, December 01, 2013
I wanted to take Thanksgiving off from counting calories. I didn't even think about the fact that I had another THREE DAYS of vacation left after Thanksgiving was over. I've had too much to eat for four days now. Maybe it's a sign that I just can't get off my program, ever. Maybe it's a sign that I always have to count my calories, regardless of the event or occasion. I'm getting ready to start my period, so I'll not even weigh myself until that is completely over with. Maybe my co-worker was right...maybe it was stupid to start this whole thing right at the beginning of the holidays. I need to really watch what I eat this coming week, and make sure I get into the gym every day. I haven't worked out in a week, because of my back (and the past few days, just from being lazy). Gaaah. Why do I do this to myself? Why do I fail EVERY. SINGLE. FREAKING. TIME? This is exactly why I didn't want to start over again...all I ever do is let myself down and fail. I guess I just can't give myself any breaks, ever, never again. Awesome.