Still Here. Kind Of.
Friday, November 29, 2013
I just wanted to touch base to verify that I'm still alive and whatnot, even though I currently have zero activity on Spark right now. Sorry!
I haven't been tracking my food at all this past week. I gave it a genuine effort with my last blog, but it seems like these days I don't have the energy or the time. I'm not going all out stuff-my-face and going through drive-thru's or anything, which is good. I just really don't have time to track and be meticulous. So I guess I'm not doing good. But I'm not going completely off the deep end either, I think.
Right now work is so crazy. I've only worked two days and I've already clocked 38 hours. I'm getting home when the sun comes up every morning and maybe getting five hours of sleep before heading back into work. I'm on my own as the only "supervisor" today and I'm dreading it. I've never been properly trained, so if a doctor calls requesting strips or something really serious happens, I'm up a creek without a paddle.
The stress is just really getting to me, and working over the holidays and all this overtime has just really consumed my life. I mean, what else is going to happen when your life is 100% work and work is 100% terrible all the time? That would depress anyone, I think.
So yeah. No news on the food front... or any front. Because right now it's all work work work work. Maybe one of these days I can squeeze an hour to myself so I can get the Christmas tree up, or go holiday or grocery shopping, or at the very least sit down and sip a cup of coffee and do NOTHING. I would really like to reactivate my World of Warcraft account just so I can destress by killing things.
I won't ramble on. Hopefully things wont' be so terrible that I have to stay until 5am again tonight.
I hope everyone out there is having a wonderful holiday weekend! I promise I will try to get back on spark soon!