Thursday, November 28, 2013
My doctor told me his mentor would rather treat an Aids patient than someone with diabetes. Because the aids patients are scared. The diabetics don't realize the situation they are in.
I am in denial. I don't want to admit that I have diabetes. I know that I do. I don't want to have problems. I don't want to realize that I can cause my own problems.
I have plenty to be grateful for. I have been avoiding facing the problem. It has felt too big. I need to start again. I need to figure out how to set my life up in a good way. I need to figure out how to feel happy that I have a choice.
My friend died today of cancer. She had no choice. She left three kids, two are still young. I saw her last week. I know she would have wished she had the choices that I have. So I need to take advantage of the choices.
Tomorrow I will start a 100 day plan. I will take some time today to plan what I want to do and how.
Hug your families and be grateful for your choices. Happy Thanksgiving friends.