It's been a long time
Monday, November 25, 2013
Here I am ... many months since last blog post ... haven't lost weight... I am accepting that I have a food addiciton. It doesn't help that I am on medication that makes me gain weight and makes me incredibly hungry, and it doesn't help that I hate exercise and avoid it at all cost. I visited here a lot all summer and just felt guilty as I read all the inspiring stories from those who have done so well here.
All I can say is that today is a new day, I am making my first goal to have a flawless spark streak.. I am at 7 days straight now and I am tracking my food ... even if at times its over the moon. I joined a gym and force myself to go .... praying that one day I will enjoy it and get a lot out of it ... now its just something I want to get over with.
My attitude sucks I know ... and thus I have the courage to write about it.
That's all for today