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Friday, November 22, 2013


I know I have not blogged in a week and I want my spark friends to know that I have not given up sparkpeople or for that matter weight watchers.

My family and friends want me to totally give up weight the last weigh in I had for november put me over my goal of 132 two and I had to pay fourteen dollars, is this normal?.

This week (today) I stepped on the scale at home and lost two pounds. I was very diligent with what I ate as I made meals and frozen home made meals for this past week.

This past week and a half has been one of the roughest weeks I have ever dealt with. Like right it is...nearly bed time.

I have an early work day tomorrow and my roommate is on an overnight camp out with his friends and so I am alone tonight.

And instantly I get a blue feeling as I want mom near me to sing me to sleep. I miss how she used to hold me when I was sick or scared and now...with both my parents gone...I no longer have that.

I feel hollow and empty a peice of me is gone.

How do I make the pain go away?.
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    She is ALWAYS with you-you just can't see or hear her anymore. I know you will find the strength to get thru it. Have faith in yourself like I do! emoticon
    1574 days ago
    You are going to be alright but it's going to take time.Your mom would like to think you can be busy and happy.
    Stress can really mess up your weight loss journey.My w8w friend lost 85 Ibs now on maintenance since May,She struggles with her 3 Ibs every week.
    So yes I think it's normal.Don't quit w8w you have done so well.Look for someone who needs you as a w8w coach.You would be good at it.
    1580 days ago
    I am so sorry for your loss. The pain and sorry are a part of losing someone you love. My deepest sympathy to you. (don't let your brother derail you from your healthy life) emoticon
    1580 days ago
    It won't, at least for a while. Leave yourself time to grieve. I'm here for you.
    1580 days ago
    I care and so do many others. emoticon
    1580 days ago
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