Friday, November 22, 2013
Some of my friends here on Spark are dealing with Loss of different kind- including loss of Fur family members - a few new Angels in Heaven this week - makes my heart heavy. But at the same time I feel relieved that they are no longer suffering. Grief is a difficult process in life. I do deal with end of life situations everyday - through Hospice it starts to wear on my heart sometimes - as no one can really prepare for a situation like these situations . Sometimes I am a little rough around the edges to people - I do not mean to be mean - I am realist and have emotions like everyone else. Last night I lost a Dear friend to Cancer someone I have spent much time with over the past ten years through Hospice , its not the first loss and certainly not the last I will deal with in Hospice or in my personal life - I received the call a half hour ago , very difficult not just for myself but for the family as well.
That's why everyday I live my Dash - you know the Line Between the Day your Born until the Day you die - That's the only two days guaranteed in Life - for I choose to live them Healthy as I have already done my stent with Chemo , twice - so yes there is a method to my madness , sometimes I get angry that people take life for granted. Need to pray to amend. Just need to get this off my Chest today - so I am not carrying this with me all day - you see I still have to go to Hospice today an put a smile on my face. To help ease the people that really are on a path to the Lord - I have been trained for this but really how does one train for such things ? Any way - Thanks for letting me get off my chest !
Live your Dash !! Going to swim - LiL Racer