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Today is the Day Again!!!

Wednesday, November 20, 2013

Well today is my daughters birthday and she would have been 33 years old today. She died of a brain aneurysm 33 years ago on the 22nd. She had lived two days. Each year I say it's going to get easier but it never does. I long to see her firey red hair and beautiful face. I know she is my guardian angel and I always told my other two daughters that their sister was their guardian angel. Her name was Jennifer Nicole and she was so beautiful and perfect when she was born.I just needed to talk about this it helps I guess a little bit rather than keeping it all inside. I have a hard time the whole month of November but today is the worst. I know she is happy and smiling where she is at and Jesus holds her on his knee.I wonder if she'll know me when I get to heaven with her.Well, sorry for the depressing blog but I feel a little better now.Be Blessed, Lu Ann
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  • 859320
    i too lost a baby. he was not full term but i believe I will see him again. The Bible talks about children in heaven and that we will be known as we are known. emoticon
    1484 days ago
  • GRACIEGOES
    I'm so sorry for your loss emoticon

    It's not quite the same, but we had a brother that didn't make it to full term. He would have been much older than me. I've only ever heard my mom talk about him. We call him our angel too.

    Sending you hugs and prayers


    1484 days ago
  • MOMFAN
    Hugs and prayers!! You are an amazing lady!! We buried my great nephew yesterday. He would have been a month old. Saturday an long time family friend in her 90's will be laid to rest. The best news is that we will be reunited with them one day. Hugs and prayers my friend.
    1486 days ago
  • SANDYTOES17
    I agree that you will know your daughter and she will know you. You will see her again! I am so sorry for your pain, but it won't last forever. Jesus will wipe it all away! emoticon
    1486 days ago
  • LACEYKYLE
    NOT a depressing blog at all. It's heartfelt feelings of sadness. You NEED to express them sweetie. I don't know what it's like and we need to know how to pray for you especially this month! Thank you so much for sharing your heart and share as much as you need to. Don't hold it in. We are here for you Sister. And yes, she will most definitely know you, mom!!
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    1487 days ago
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  • SWEET_ADELINE47
    God bless you my friend. I can't imagine what it is like to lose a child. Yesterday was my nephew's birthday. He was my best buddy. He was only six years younger than me. He died in 2001. He was 48. I always remember him on the 20th of November. But you know, the memories help. But, I had him for 48 years!! Two days? You are in my prayers as you remember. Just think, she has seen Jesus. Isn't that a wonderful thought? Judi emoticon
    1487 days ago
  • CARMRUN
    emoticon Lifting you up in prayer.
    1487 days ago
  • MARYBETH4884
    emoticon of course she know you when you get heaven! All pf our loved ones will be gathered together!
    1488 days ago
  • KMW987
    Don't be sorry. It's good to talk. We're here to listen. Take comfort in knowing that she is watching over you & your family.

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    1488 days ago
  • TEALHAWK
    So sorry for your loss. But yes she will know her mommy she has not forgotten you.
    1488 days ago
  • AMYISSUCCEEDING
    I am sorry for your loss and I know it is never easy. Yes, she will know you when you get to Heaven. Please take care of yourself.
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    1488 days ago
  • HANNAHSGRAMMIE
    I'm sorry for your loss. emoticon
    1488 days ago
  • EDITOR
    You made me cry as we face the losses of our innocents. Resting safely, I want mine again too. God bless and assure you of a great reunion where she will know Mommy! P.S. The doctor took me off my meds and all I can do is be moved and cry for certain very good reasons. God bless and take care. Today is my oldest DD's 45th BD so as you can do, look for the reasons'a to rejoice.
    1488 days ago
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  • AVANELL
    I'm so sorry for your loss. Yes, your daughter will know you when you get to heaven. May you be comforted knowing that you will someday meet again!

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  • BAMAJAM
    Dear Lu Ann-- Jennifer Nicole, what a beautiful name, and what a beautiful angel for your family. I am so sorry for your loss, and I send you a gentle hug. Yes, no doubt your sweet angel daughter will know you in heaven. God bless you.
    1488 days ago
  • KELLIEBEAN
    She will know you. She'll be the first one there waiting to greet you.

    I'm so sorry you are going through this. She is definitely smiling at you today!

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  • ELSCO55
    An angel to watch over you and your family.
    1488 days ago
  • FRECKALYMC
    A big hug to you on this tough day. emoticon
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  • GODSCHILDAMYB
    She will know you mom. emoticon
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  • SENTERSTOCK
    Of course she will know you - I love how you describe your daughter Jennifer, what an Angel. Love to you, I can only imagine... emoticon emoticon
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  • CAROL494
    emoticon Take care.
    1488 days ago
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