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Today is the Day Again!!!


Wednesday, November 20, 2013

Well today is my daughters birthday and she would have been 33 years old today. She died of a brain aneurysm 33 years ago on the 22nd. She had lived two days. Each year I say it's going to get easier but it never does. I long to see her firey red hair and beautiful face. I know she is my guardian angel and I always told my other two daughters that their sister was their guardian angel. Her name was Jennifer Nicole and she was so beautiful and perfect when she was born.I just needed to talk about this it helps I guess a little bit rather than keeping it all inside. I have a hard time the whole month of November but today is the worst. I know she is happy and smiling where she is at and Jesus holds her on his knee.I wonder if she'll know me when I get to heaven with her.Well, sorry for the depressing blog but I feel a little better now.Be Blessed, Lu Ann
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859320 11/25/2013 2:56AM

    i too lost a baby. he was not full term but i believe I will see him again. The Bible talks about children in heaven and that we will be known as we are known. emoticon

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GRACIEGOES 11/24/2013 9:04AM

    I'm so sorry for your loss emoticon

It's not quite the same, but we had a brother that didn't make it to full term. He would have been much older than me. I've only ever heard my mom talk about him. We call him our angel too.

Sending you hugs and prayers



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MOMFAN 11/22/2013 10:59PM

    Hugs and prayers!! You are an amazing lady!! We buried my great nephew yesterday. He would have been a month old. Saturday an long time family friend in her 90's will be laid to rest. The best news is that we will be reunited with them one day. Hugs and prayers my friend.

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SANDYTOES17 11/22/2013 9:48PM

    I agree that you will know your daughter and she will know you. You will see her again! I am so sorry for your pain, but it won't last forever. Jesus will wipe it all away! emoticon

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LACEYKYLE 11/22/2013 1:02AM

    NOT a depressing blog at all. It's heartfelt feelings of sadness. You NEED to express them sweetie. I don't know what it's like and we need to know how to pray for you especially this month! Thank you so much for sharing your heart and share as much as you need to. Don't hold it in. We are here for you Sister. And yes, she will most definitely know you, mom!!
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SINGINGLADY47 11/21/2013 9:14AM

    God bless you my friend. I can't imagine what it is like to lose a child. Yesterday was my nephew's birthday. He was my best buddy. He was only six years younger than me. He died in 2001. He was 48. I always remember him on the 20th of November. But you know, the memories help. But, I had him for 48 years!! Two days? You are in my prayers as you remember. Just think, she has seen Jesus. Isn't that a wonderful thought? Judi emoticon

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CARMRUN 11/21/2013 7:51AM

    emoticon Lifting you up in prayer.

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MARYBETH4884 11/21/2013 6:26AM

    emoticon of course she know you when you get heaven! All pf our loved ones will be gathered together!

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KRISTA987 11/20/2013 11:32PM

    Don't be sorry. It's good to talk. We're here to listen. Take comfort in knowing that she is watching over you & your family.

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TEALHAWK 11/20/2013 11:03PM

  So sorry for your loss. But yes she will know her mommy she has not forgotten you.

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AMYISSUCCEEDING 11/20/2013 10:57PM

    I am sorry for your loss and I know it is never easy. Yes, she will know you when you get to Heaven. Please take care of yourself.
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HANNAHSGRAMMIE 11/20/2013 9:05PM

    I'm sorry for your loss. emoticon

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EDITOR 11/20/2013 8:10PM

    You made me cry as we face the losses of our innocents. Resting safely, I want mine again too. God bless and assure you of a great reunion where she will know Mommy! P.S. The doctor took me off my meds and all I can do is be moved and cry for certain very good reasons. God bless and take care. Today is my oldest DD's 45th BD so as you can do, look for the reasons'a to rejoice.

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AVANELL 11/20/2013 3:17PM

    I'm so sorry for your loss. Yes, your daughter will know you when you get to heaven. May you be comforted knowing that you will someday meet again!

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BAMAJAM 11/20/2013 2:28PM

  Dear Lu Ann-- Jennifer Nicole, what a beautiful name, and what a beautiful angel for your family. I am so sorry for your loss, and I send you a gentle hug. Yes, no doubt your sweet angel daughter will know you in heaven. God bless you.

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KELLIEBEAN 11/20/2013 2:21PM

    She will know you. She'll be the first one there waiting to greet you.

I'm so sorry you are going through this. She is definitely smiling at you today!

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ELSCO55 11/20/2013 2:15PM

    An angel to watch over you and your family.

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FRECKALYMC 11/20/2013 2:10PM

    A big hug to you on this tough day. emoticon

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GODSCHILDAMYB 11/20/2013 2:03PM

    She will know you mom. emoticon

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SENTERSTOCK 11/20/2013 1:40PM

    Of course she will know you - I love how you describe your daughter Jennifer, what an Angel. Love to you, I can only imagine... emoticon emoticon

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CAROL494 11/20/2013 1:33PM

  emoticon Take care.

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