Wednesday, November 20, 2013
I have a very small anger button that I thought was well hidden. I also have two family members that love drama and attention. One of their favorite things to do is to stir the family pot. They both stirred the pot yesterday AND found my button. It's been a very long time since someone has found that button.
After sleeping it off, I find that I am still a little unsettled this morning. In a small respect, I feel bad that I spoke my mind. In a bigger respect, I realized some things. I am more confident in myself. This showed me that I am setting healthy boundaries for myself. I am speaking up for myself and what I believe in.
I've been wanting to set up a new and improved schedule for myself ~ one that includes time for me and the things I want to do in the next few months. I couldn't quite get started. Yesterday was a catalyst that I think I needed to do this. It reinforced the need for doing things that are important to me and saying no to the things that I just don't have the time for or just chose not to do. Upward and onward!