I've convinced myself I need to lose 5 pounds
Tuesday, November 19, 2013
At 125 pounds I'm "fat". I'm not even fat, I have lots of muscle strength and tone. I recognize this is ridiculous, but here we are again. I've decided to cut down on the alcohol because it does add calories, while providing no nutrition and emotional moodiness.
I'm very busy with school. 3 weeks left in my first semester as a graduate student and I praise the Lord for being able to do this, because I LOVE IT. I've never been as satisfied with school as I am right now; it's quite amazing, really. And so confidence-building. these are great things.
I had a wonderful conference with my dance director last week and it was great to feel so supported particularly because she knows almost everything about me, currently. Not my past, but it's better this way. She has what she needs and she pushes me, she believes in me, and inspires me to believe in myself.
Gosh after writing this, I'm feeling very grateful and blessed. Thank you Jesus!