So before I went off on my trip to TX, I was doing incredible! I was strong and felt nothing would put me asunder.
But once in TX, I did well the first few days, but then Mom bought this chocolate cake stuff, that might have even been called "Chocolate Sin"...name fitting!... when she put it in the cart, I told her I wasn't eating any of it. But I caved about 2 days later and had a sliver, which lead to a square, then a piece, then the WHOLE thing.
And from then on, we had ice cream, cookies, ...you name it.. I let loose. I was like a dog off her leash!
So then I got back home, and I thought I would be able to jump right back on board and get going again, but I have failed miserably. I haven't had 1 good day, and I've been back since October 1st!!
I thought I would get back on track November 1st, but here it is the 19th, and I'm still eating chocolate from Halloween, and now going into Christmas cookies soon.
I'M OUT OF CONTROL! How do I get back on track? I feel like I'm giving up and starting to accept the lifestyle of a big woman, but I don't want to. I have a 2yr old toddler, and I need to be fit & healthy before she starts bringing friends home. I don't want her to be embarrassed of her Mom.
I found my "Made to Crave" book, and I'm going to start reading it again. It usually gives me a pep-talk. Plus I was just reading a new magazine I got, and they have a girl in it, that lost 100 lbs, and she did it by following this same book. I was pretty surprised.
Just looking for motivation to get back on track. Even during the Holidays.