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Medifast Day 132 -- Trying and Failing

Tuesday, November 19, 2013

I didn't want to wake up this morning. But eventually I did. I thought about my week so far and it's been pretty awful as far as weeks for me go so I thought I'd actively try being positive today. That lasted about an hour because I was alone in the office today during open enrollment. Plus, I'm still in the middle of my project. I took a sedative. Around lunch I decided to start once again and get my nails done at my usual salon.

Now, I'm a nail biter so I require gel nails. It's expensive and not all that pleasant. My usual nail lady knows I only do it because I'm self conscious if I don't get them all pretty. Usually it takes 15 minutes. Today, however, I walk in and it's a new owner. It was complete amateur hour. He took 40 minutes of my hour lunch to royally **** over my nails. One of my fingers is bleeding. Why don't I reverse time and use the $20 to wipe my own ass. That would be a better use of the money. Now I have to get them fixed.

I'm not in a very positive place right now. My calves still hurt and I can't walk. Now I have these ugly nails to look at. My house is a freaking mess because I can't clean it without walking. All these things are triggering me. All I want to do right now is say '**** it" and get wasted right after work.

That's all I got. emoticon
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KATRICK528 11/20/2013 10:55AM

    I am a nail biter too. I have been trying to not bite. I have been doing fairly well at it, since I actually have nails at the moment.
I second the idea that you should go talk to the owner of the nail place and demand them to fix the nails or a refund for the botched job (and then use the refund money to go to another place to fix them).

Try to massage your calves or soak them in warm water (like bath or hot tub) and sooth them. You just need to release the tension in your muscles.
I hope they feel better soon.

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XIAOLINMEI 11/20/2013 9:58AM

    Awww sweetie, you have been through so many days of full effort to reach the successful point where you are right now. For as long as I know you, you've been working extra hard to reach your goal! The 30 days shred is very tough in my opinion to follow every day. I was not able to complete it fully in the beginning. It took more training through other dvds to reach the point where I could finally go through it and I still felt a wreck in the end. Plus I don't find it knee friendly at all for myself. Should you as well try a different program for now? Don't get disappointed just because you got injured. And don't push yourself so hard! You've been doing a great job for as long I was away, I'm really impressed with your results. Hope you feel better soon xxx
And you don't need to drink. It's just some bad days, they'll pass. Hugs

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WEEPINGANGEL74 11/20/2013 1:05AM

    The nail salon should re-do your manicure for free.... I would complain to the owner and show them what the guy did to your nails including the bleeding one.

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DIETROCKSTAR 11/19/2013 7:37PM


Metamorphosis is painful.

I hope you find a nail place to your liking!

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FERRETGIRL28 11/19/2013 7:27PM

    Sorry your week is not going well. Try to relax after work and do something nice & calming for yourself. That DVD sounds like a killer! Hope your soreness eases soon. Feel better Sofi emoticon

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MISHAMW 11/19/2013 4:09PM

    Dang...all I can say is I hope it gets better soon.

I'm sure walking will be easier in the next two days though.

Good luck!

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