I can't believe I'm here still
Tuesday, November 19, 2013
F*** who am I kidding? Of course I can. I love food, I eat my emotions and I hate exercise. Actually, that's a lie. I really enjoy moving and dancing, swimming and yoga, but I'm so out of shape that I can't do anything well, my fat gets in the way, and I hurt for 2 days after exercising for an hour.
But I can't give up though. I've been dieting for 25+ years and it's never worked, but I just can't give up. The older I get, the more my joints hurt, my back and neck. If I'm going to hurt anyway then I need to do something I really enjoy right? Like sex! If I'm going to be in pain it's going to be because I had a marathon sexcapade, hanging from the chandeliers dammit!
Anyway, Day 2 down. Day 3 is always the toughest, but I'm planning my whole day's food the night before and packing my lunch so I'll be prepared. No Whammys! Time to get sleep so I can make it through tomorrow without a coke. :)