Monday, November 18, 2013
Wow this is the very last day I will be 41,,not sure how I feel…Yet another year that I didn't accomplish nearly as much as I had hoped. Yes I know I am beginning to make changes finally, but doesn't help the feeling I wasted yet another year. Oddly enough I think I am over the hurdle where being in my 40’s bothering me. I am ok with it, now I wish I was 25 again but that is not going to happen. So, I will embrace 42 and hope that next year I will be well well into my journey and still going. I am getting off the keep on wishing I had started or wished I hadn't stopped train and got on the “keep on the journey” train. Time keeps ticking away and I am tired of having the “someday” feeling. Tired of reading and watching all those success stories and being jealous because I wish it was me, I want to be part of the success stories. Although I wish I was 70lbs lighter today, I am not. Next year I can say I am because I am going to embrace 42 and get my life back and make 42 the best age ever!