Thursday, May 10, 2007
Arghhhh.. what a god awful day I've had. I ate like such a dang heffer today, I'm so upset with myself. I had some ham and cheddar cheese rollup from the bakery this morning, it was delicious, and you know when something is delicious it is probably terrible for you. The bread tasted like the same type of dough they use for cinnamon rolls. I'm sure it is, because they had a bunch of tempting looking cinnamon rolls lined up above it. Then I took Leah to Chuck E. Cheese with one of her little friends from school and ended up eating 2 pieces of that horrid pizza of theirs. I had two cups of diet coke that didn't taste like diet coke at all. I figured out it was Vanilla coke but not until AFTER I drank two medium sized cups of it. I was so mad, I marched up to the front counter and demanded they check it. The man confirmed I was correct. I was so pissed. Talk about diet sabotage! I probably consumed 1000 calories between breakfast and lunch today and I feel totally disgusting.
I did workout for about 45 minutes today. 25 minutes on the elliptical, 40 chest presses, 40 leg presses, a couple other assorted weight machines and 60 crunches. And I have my first OFFICIAL Taekwondo class tonight, so that helps take SOME of the guilt factor away.
Not to mention I have some wicked heartburn from the food I ate. Blah.
Brighter news.. Leah's last day of school was today and they had a celebration. It was fantastic. She's so cute. I can't believe school is over already. Time flies by so quick. It certainly was nice to have the day off work, even though I was out of control with my eating. Work seems to protect me from indulgences.