Sunday, November 17, 2013
I was reminded that I forgot a few I AM but I never thought of them. So thank you for telling me.
It was really hard for me to be so open but I need to let go of a lot of old negative garbage that was weighing me down. I loved being a daughter, I had wonderful parents who taught us right from wrong. How to cook, my dad cooked for the navy. Every summer we went camping.
I used to love being a little sister. But after my parents died my siblings turned into something I did not recognize anymore. They turned their backs on me and started treating me if I never was. So I am in the process of writing a letter to them and letting them know how I feel. I am not going to send it to them it's not for their benefit, but for mine. And then I can close this hurtful part of my life.
I love being a mom, I wanted to be a mom since I was a little girl. Play house with my dolls.
This is the start of my healing journey. I am going to be using blogging, writing, creativity to help heal myself. And hopefully starting to heal myself my weight may go down a little easier.