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I AM Part 2

Sunday, November 17, 2013

I was reminded that I forgot a few I AM but I never thought of them. So thank you for telling me.

It was really hard for me to be so open but I need to let go of a lot of old negative garbage that was weighing me down. I loved being a daughter, I had wonderful parents who taught us right from wrong. How to cook, my dad cooked for the navy. Every summer we went camping.

I used to love being a little sister. But after my parents died my siblings turned into something I did not recognize anymore. They turned their backs on me and started treating me if I never was. So I am in the process of writing a letter to them and letting them know how I feel. I am not going to send it to them it's not for their benefit, but for mine. And then I can close this hurtful part of my life.

I love being a mom, I wanted to be a mom since I was a little girl. Play house with my dolls.

This is the start of my healing journey. I am going to be using blogging, writing, creativity to help heal myself. And hopefully starting to heal myself my weight may go down a little easier.

Member Comments About This Blog Post:
EVER-HOPEFUL 11/18/2013 1:48AM

    so proud of you debbie love .by the end of all this you will see what a beautiful.unique person you really are .you will start to see yourself through godīs eyes how he see you.know you are worth all this and all you do to make you the debbie you want to be.keep on keeping on . emoticon

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AUTUMNHOPE 11/17/2013 8:56PM

    Loving this ! You are stepping out of your comfort zone to help yourself emoticon
If we want change we need to stop repeating the same behaviors & you trying to face your pain is a very BRAVE step !

emoticon YOU ARE DOING emoticon We ARE here for you emoticon

I'm honored to share in your story emoticon

Comment edited on: 11/17/2013 8:57:04 PM

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CATTUTT 11/17/2013 7:30PM

    It's wonderful that you're working to heal yourself. That's hard work to do. I hope you start finding peace soon, and that some weight goes as the peace comes.


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DEBIGENE 11/17/2013 7:16PM

    Deb - I think you are doing a great job of finding ways to peel away the layers of your life that are hindering your growth. Writing has such healing powers try to do so as often as possible. I hope one day you will find peace with the past and can put it all there where it belongs. It can be tough, painful and take a long time but it can be done; I can attest to this. Everyone is different and finds their own path, but you do not have to walk alone. You have friends and you are loved, walk with God and let Him lead you.

HUGS !!!

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A_NEW_CHAPTER 11/17/2013 6:51PM

    ((hugs)) You're making great progress in healing - I like the letter idea.

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GEMINISUE 11/17/2013 6:38PM

    Glad you can do this!


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UMBILICAL 11/17/2013 6:09PM

  Take out the garbage.

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