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110/365 The Outsider

Saturday, November 16, 2013


Why does she always seem to be the one
on the outside
She has the fake smile that makes people
think every thing is okay

While in the grocery or deparment store
she avoids all the people
She goes to the gym and yes of course
she exercises all my her self

Why does she always seem to be the one
on the outside
She is loving and understanding but
doesnt seem to connect

When shes at a friends house hanging out
she sits to the side
Look at the family sitting in the livingroom
she sits in the kitchen

Why does she always seem to be the one
on the outside
She is loved by many and loves them back
but prefers it be from a distance

Whether she is the one hostessing or a guest
she will clean instead of mingle
She really doesnt like to be touched my anyone
so now they do air hugs

Why does she always seem to be the one
on the outside looking in
Wait a minute I know her I really know her
she is . . . she is


Member Comments About This Blog Post:
DAISY443 11/18/2013 7:16PM

    What a lovely poem. Maybe you feel more comfortable being the caregiver, cleaner, etc. You are what you are and can be what you want to be!

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EBURGITE 11/17/2013 10:18AM


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GOLFGMA 11/17/2013 7:41AM

    We are all different. Some are perfectly happy to be loners and can't take the extrovert actions. Normally I am outgoing, but, in certain places I can feel very much out-of-place. None of us are perfect, so, let's all keep learning as we go!

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KITT52 11/17/2013 7:16AM

    this is me as well....

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BEEJAY49 11/17/2013 5:03AM


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EMMACORY 11/16/2013 10:30PM

    Great reflection/self insight....the question is "do you want to be on the inside?" Only you can answer that.... emoticon

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