Saturday, November 16, 2013
Does anyone just decide it is okay to just skip watching what you eat?
Today i feel like i just want to let go and not worry about my calories or carbs. Not give up by any chance. I just don't want to have to worry about counting and measuring. I just want to relax for today. However, I feel as if i did that it would be much easier for me to start doing that as often as i want. It isn't as if i just want to give up,i really don't. I just don't want to do it for today. I am tired. I am not hungry but want to eat....I had some good protein at lunch so i don't feel hungry at all but i keep thinking of the snack food i have. It is making me just want to give in today and start fresh tomorrow. I know i shouldn't, but would it be so bad? Is this an emotional problem? I feel tired but don't want to sleep now or i will be up all night so the next best thing is to snack. Maybe i haven't gotten enough water in for the day, i don't know. I just know i want to snack on some string cheese. lol
I think i will get some more water and drink 32 oz and see if it goes away. One wrecked day can ruin my whole plan and i can't take a chance of that happening.
I feel so much more deprived counting calories than i was just counting carbs. If only it was as easy as counting carbs...Some foods you could eat continuous. lol
Anywhoo, thanks for taking the time to read my blog. I know they can be boring sometimes. It just helps to write them to talk myself out of cheating. Sorta like talking myself through a binge. Most times by the time i get to the end of the blog i have talked myself into doing something else to relieve my need to binge.