Saturday, November 16, 2013
...I'd be eating a lot of celery.
So...I have a serious chocolate problem. Ugh. I don't know how to give it up, and most days I don't ever want to. I have tried to transition to dark chocolate and only having a few pieces a day/night, but it still seems like I crave it EVERY. SINGLE. DAY. ALL. THE. TIME.
I have a similar relationship with soda, but at least that I can go days without. Like this week, I didn't have any soda.
I don't know if it is mental and I have just trained myself in habit to want chocolate at the end of my day. Or maybe it is emotional, I think I've worked hard and deserve a reward (even though I hate and try to avoid using food as a reward). Or maybe I just lack this thing called self-control that every seems to talk about. No matter the reason, I have a problem. I guess the first step to recovery is admitting you have a problem, right? Well, I'll say it again, I have a problem.
Is there something so wrong though with wanting something sweet at the end of your day? But why do my options always have to be so bad for me? Well...maybe because I don't crave fruits (with their own natural sweetners) like I do addictive chocolate and it's tricky rabbit ways.
Anyways, I suppose I am sort of rambling now, but I need to start working on finding some self-control. What are your thoughts though, do you eat chocolate (or something sweet, or have your own vice, that you eat/drink at the end of the day)?
Spark on, Sarah