Friday, November 15, 2013
I was reading an article today and realized that I don't hold myself accountable for much of anything. My motivation is affected by the fact that I don't acknowledge achievements or failure. I feel like I'm not moving anywhere because in my min I don't. The only things that I've held myself accountable for, when I actually do, are failures.
I am not comfortable with myself in any way shape or form. I do not live a healthy lifestyle in any bit. I do not have ay kind of support system since I don't have any friends: I just moved to a new state.
I feel as though my drive for... life is just gone. I cannot hold on to goals or aspirations. I don't know how to fix this but I know that I don't want to feel this way anymore.
And that is why I am now keeping this blog. I will hold myself accountable for my actions throughout the day. I can keep documentation of ups and downs. I will share at least three things during my day that brought me joy, that I accomplished, that I didn't do so well in, and that I plan/want to do the next day.
Its time that I accomplish my goals and be a happier, healthier person!