Friday, November 15, 2013
It's 4:30 am and I've been up for the last three hours. My plate has been so full lately that my mind doesn't want to shut down. I'm getting sensitive to little things that people say, and that's just not like me. Someone commented about my weight - not a flattering remark and one that's really got me paranoid. I don't even want to step on the scale for fear that this person is right. As hard as I've tried throughout the years, my body image has never been right. People whose weight has been up and down all their lives get like that. It doesn't make it any easier for me. With the holidays coming, I am making a conscious effort to get more activities in and change my eating around a little. I can't go back to the beginning again.