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Ten years ago...

Thursday, November 14, 2013

My high school reunion is in nine months. I have always fantasized about how I would be so sexy and thinner and beautiful by this time and that I could come back and show the bullies how wrong they were. I have always wanted to come back thinner and show all the guys who teased me about wait or wouldn't go out with me because of my size... and show them "look at me now".

I feel like this is a really strong motivator for me. I need to feel succesfull and in a weird way how I look and how I am perceived from these people I was never really friends with is the gauge I use to determine if I succeeded. I realize this may be unhealthy on so many levels. But I need to show people I have changed.

I realize people read these, but I treat this as my journal. I put my thoughts here and I don't censor them. Please be respectful of any comments thanks all!!!! :)

This is where I will wear my little black dress debut!!!
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    It will be my Thirty year, I went to my tenth and had a bit of that feeling but was unable to attend the others since then. Now I am back on the same track because since then I've had health issues, and unfortunately gained the weight back :( let's do this together! emoticon
    1530 days ago
  • SUNSHINE99999
    good luck to you. Even though it has been 40 years for me I still remember how cruel classmates were to some of the kids. emoticon Stick it to them and may their eyeballs fall out of their heads. emoticon
    1530 days ago
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