Tuesday, November 12, 2013
I read STEPH-KNEE's blog, Know when you're kidding yourself. It really resonated with me because it made me realize that is exactly what I have been doing. I haven't been thinking of myself as lying to myself. But as I come closer to my mid-term goal and it is looking like I won't make it. The lies have been coming like "It is okay. You're just hit a plateau." and "It will be easier after the holidays." Well, know I am going to try to work on being more honest with myself.
In other things, I had another productive morning. It is rare that I have two of those in a row. But I was up again before 7 so that I had time for cooking breakfast, cleaning the dishes, prepping for dinner, making my bed, and read my bible. I am going to try and keep this up. It makes me feel good and relaxed. The knot in my bicep is finally loosing so that I can straighten my arm completely, which is good because the elliptical would have been killer on the arms tonight if it had not. While I have liked daylight savings and it getting lighter earlier, I am not looking forward to winter because of the cold. My bedding weighs like 10 pounds right now with all the blankets.